Heart Beat!

So I had a miscarriage in march... It was a bloated ovum... Which basically means there are all signs of a pregnancy but there is no baby... No heartbeat nothing...it was something that tore my heart out when it happened..... but now that I have come to terms with it.... I never want to talk about it.....

But because of that experience, this time till I could hear a heart beat I was on the edge...

On the 23rd of july we had the first sonography and no one was allowed inside...

I was trying to be all relaxed about it but my nerves were giving way! I could feel a knot in my tummy.... and the anticipation was driving me crazy....

At first the doctor tried showing me the little dot which was the baby, but I couldn't understand it at all.... and I was getting more and more agitated....

So finally he  made me hear that beautiful sound... That super fast heartbeat I started crying!!! Didn't even realize I was crying.. The tears just kept rolling down!

If you think falling in love is magical... Getting your dream job is magical.... You're wrong... There is nothing more magical in the world than hearing the sound of your little ones heart beat while he or she is in you...

The true miracle of life........